Originally Posted by
Becron 
I want to quit and part of that means I want to also quit my marriage? Its so hard.
It's not so much you want to quit your marriage--it's that you want to quit being a slave to drugs.
One of the first things you have to do is stop being around others that use. If your husband is a user, then you must stop being around him. You can't have it both ways. You are both triggers for each other using drugs. You have made the decision to stop using drugs so along with that decision is making choices about who you spend your time with, what you do and where you go.