((Becron)) - I had to leave my XABF#3 because he was intent on continuing to use the DOC we shared and I chose recovery. I tried hanging on to him, long distance, but whenever I was around him, I made really bad decisions. I still loved him, but I just knew..deep in my heart..that I couldn't "do this" any more - not the DOC, not him.
I've got almost 5-1/2 years in recovery and I STILL will not be around someone who is using my DOC (crack). Nothing good ever came from it.
I'm glad you're going to rehab. Soak up all the knowledge and tools for recovery as if your life depends on it because it really does.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy