Sorry Guy's - did not make try to freak you out!
But honestly - As I've sat here like a puppy dog waiting to see his face again
In all hopes of seeing huge changes in him. I lived on a glimmer of "hope"
I hoped, that after 2 rehabs and 9 million day's of AA - I would of seen a new
man. One that was ready to take on the world, well atleast bite at it..
Not to say - I would take him back - but there honestly was a hairline thought
This visit - Ended my fear. Gave me courage. Opened up my eye's
This week, has been the best I have felt in 17 year's or more!
I can go on in life and be ME - It's a wonderful thing to figure out
what I like and who I am and what I love to do.
No more abuse, No more sad stories, No more excuses!
LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!
My cheek's hurt from smiling and laughing so much.
Yeah, try cartwheel's at 50. It will make anyone laugh! *Snicker*
I am so damn-free - I can't even express it all in word's - The cloud has lifted!
Now, just gotta figure out what I'm gonna be wearing in Vegas
