I've been drinking to shut myself up, but I find that I have been leaking out around the edges lately... and I like it. I like that I am rebelling against it's desire to shut me up and that I have this self-preservation instinct that is saying, "No no no no. I am not willing to shut up! I have every right to be who I am, to want what I want, and you don't get to be in charge, because you're whacked, man."
Closer and closer....
Being free of the whims of the beast is so close I can just about taste it.
I know it's lame, but I think I'm about ready for a little plan. With the notion that the little plan will lead me to the Big one. Yes yes I know this is AV all over me, but give me a sec.