Dee thanks for your support!! My plan for sobriety this time around is to get rid of those old so called friends if you get my drift... I spoke my peace with them in a kind manner and some were more understanding than others, but im not gonna let guilt get in the way this time.. I always feel bad like im abandoning them but in my heart I know if I wanna grow and be a productive citizen that what im doing is the best for me... I need to start working on me now! motivated! day 4 and I feel on top of the world.. well in a since i guess haha! thanks all for your support!