Okay, that's the first night over. I've been here before so it's pretty much as expected. Raging arthritis in both legs and feet but the sleep is the hard part. Fitful and sweaty I can live with but the dreams test me to the limit. It's always some moral dilemma which leads me to hurt people I love. Although this time I recognise a pattern. A dirty little secret ends up in an envelope that I have to destroy but my loved ones won't leave me alone long enough to burn it. Maybe that recognition will help tonight.
The positive side is that I can drive today without having to worry.
To all those who posted a big thanks.
