intervention got me tonight...
Scrolling through the channels, i saw intervention was on. turned it on. watched closely as it was about an alcoholic girl. anyways, her mother was asked to seek treatment..... her kids confirmed they wanted her to quit. that is me and she tried to talk her way out of it-- havent we all--but its not fair to my kids. I dont want them to be teenagers still wanting mommy to quit drinking. anyways it hit home with me. I am doing this for me, so they can reap the rewards! day 1 is done and i am about to hit the hay, good night sr! ill be back in the morning!