Hi Paul (welcome back!)
I know exactly what you mean about "tomorrow becoming a month." I finally figured out that it got harder, not easier, to quit the longer I kept at it. That meant there wasn't going to be an easier time down the road when I just wouldn't feel like having a drink. It sounds like you're realizing that, too.
I had a feeling you might be back at some point and it was good to see your post!
