Originally Posted by
lizatola 
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I have my own cash that I'm setting aside. I'm looking for part time work. I'm getting back to the gym and taking care of myself physically. I'm committing to more Al Anon meetings a week, etc. This is a major process for me. Undoing 20 years of behaviors that are ingrained in my psyche. It didn't happen overnight and getting myself back will not happen overnight either....
Liz- You are doing some really great things to move forward in a healthy way!! That's excellent. Keep doing "the next right thing" one day at a time. It's a hard road but you seem to be moving towards something much better. Keep it up girl! It always helps me to remember PROGRESS NOT PERFECTION. We sometimes slip backwards so be gentle on yourself and get back on track as soon as you can. Supportive thoughts coming your way!