@robbyRobot
I will re-visit the thought of my quiet alcoholic voice. Ive noticed that in the past the voice is not present for a period of time and then It comes on full force (when I think of it as a voice). I never once thought to seperate myself from the voice. Ive never once thought of it as a voice. Its a whole new concept. Ive been doing this insanity for so many years. Thank you so much for the info and getting the questions rolling.