mizzuno,
Since i quit i have stayed close to sr. Not because i want to drink again, but i do think that is only the begining. My drinking has done some damage to my life that connecting with people on sr has helped with. Take advantage of all the areas on this site. Some of what I read in the friends threads help me the most, But i cringe while reading. For me everything was a reason or no reason to drink. only you can do this