Thanks you for all your kind words. I had a sleepless night and can't bring myself to eat. Like usual, he never even bothered to call me. Is he alive? Is he dead? Did he sleep with someone else? I can't function anymore. I'm seriously crazy. First thing in the morning I am scheduling with a therapist. My next step is a divorce attorney. I just can't deal with this anymore. I am going to end up in a hospital and then who is going to take care of my kids? Seriously, how do people cope? I am not strong enough...I'm just so, so sad to accept this is my reality.......
