How do you stop caring & move on?
Hi,
I haven't posted in a long time but I need some help and support. My AH is driving me nuts. I just got home from a much needed vacation with my kids that he decided not to go on. I figured he would be happy to see me but instead he has spent the evening getting drunk & getting angry with me. I haven't done a thing to deserve it. I know, I really know I need to just move on with my life and divorce his sorry a**, but I just can't seem to get to that point. Everyone says you will know when you are done, and sometimes I feel done, but then I always stay. Everyday I feel more and more invisible to him. I make myself sick over it. I am constantly having stomach issues and I can't sleep at all anymore. I don't know what kind of advice I'm searching for, maybe I just needed to vent. Sometimes I just feel bat sh** crazy. Like my life is such a joke...my husband doesn't even care about me....what is wrong with me?? Why can't I just leave? I know I am better than this...