I made it through the night. I literally woke up like I had been run over by a truck. I talked with some friends, made a therapy appt sooner than what I had scheduled. Got a referral for a different atty who my friend says will do more work without complete retainer as long as I make monthly payments on time. I KNOW how awful he is. I just need to get away as much as possible. I hate that my daughter is going to suffer, but HE chose this life. Thank you for the support. Alcoholism is no joke.