Originally Posted by
zany90 
i think im even addicted to the buying and pouring of the stuff... so eventually that would all become broken...
Will it, though... become broken...?? There is built in reward and all that with whatever ritual is involved with that, regardless of whether you get the buzz... You could make the argument that you get a dopamine kick out of it anyway, which will continue to reinforce that behavior, regardless of whether you took the naltrexone.
Do what you need to do zany... just get recovered. Good vibes and prayers coming your way.