Hey man, I want you to be happy and successful and have a great life... But I gotta tell you, It seems to me that this approach to taking the naltrexone kinda gives you permission to drink... like if I do, it does't count, because I didn't feel it because of the naltrexone...
Work on the feelings and issues you have that set you up for a slip... In the long run, I think, you will be much happier and truly sober.