When in reality, I wasn't being nice, I was being afraid of conflict, afraid of turning someone down, afraid of losing a friend, etc.
Also afraid of NOT BEING LIKED.
It is good that these realizations are coming to you now. It won't be long until you
finally say ENOUGH.
You are YOUR OWN WOMAN. You are intelligent, good looking, a compassionate
person, a teacher, and much more. You certainly are WORTHY of the respect you
are NOT getting from your AH and from others also.
I suspect as you continue to grow and change you will be picking some new friends
also.
J M H O
Love and hugs,