Like I said yesterday- not really nice of me to be do highly amused by his level of disordered thinking but sometimes I can't help but be a little immature and just laugh at the insanity of what his brain concocts. Guess if I were more mother Teresa esque I'd just feel bad for him and not be bemused by his quackery. But I'm human and sometimes the quacking is too glorious to not share and laugh about
Part of what's nice about laughing at this is that not too long ago those kind of remarks would have sent me spinning. Id have believed it all, cried, yelled, argued, pleaded etc. All insanity stuff on my end. I don't know what happened exactly but one day it's like I woke up and all the stuff I knew in my head about what made sense in terms of replying to him suddenly made sense emotionally and I saw how crazy my own reactions had been and turned a corner. Thank god for that.