Great sober day
Still feeling the effects of my slip on wednesday and Thursday.
The panick attacks are passed. The head is clear. The heart still aches for my choices. I did my budget and was a bit shocked. Funny how fast a grand can be spent in a week.
But I am happy as hell today. Opptomistic. Ready to face the day and weekend with hope.
Got up early and took my diabetic cat to the vet. Clear headed. Such a sense of relief in a way.
Thank you for the sincere support and Kind words. I realize I need to want this. Not sure I understood what that really means. But with my job on the line and so much more, I do now.
Please everyone spend a sober day today! As soo many say here it is worth it.
Ken