Jeni I'm 2 years sober, and that's what I am, a 2 year old in my new life. It's starting to set in that there is more to life than being sober. I too fear relapsing, maybe even more than in the beginning of my sobriety. I don't have urges that much anymore, but I haven't done much in the way of working on replacing old negative behavior with new positive behavior. The dominate emotion I still have is anger, and it is all directed at me. I'm the only human stopping myself from moving forward because I'm an ambivalent procrastinator. As and example, I knew a job was coming up and I waited to long to get on the list and I missed out. Now I'll have to wait until September when the next turnaround starts. I am no where near out of the woods so to speak, so I need to get on it, and quit jepardizing a good life.
