Fear is powerful Jeni.
But I really believe that we get out of our recovery what we put into it - I dunno what happened with this guy but I know you've been working hard, damned hard, to stay sober and work a good recovery.
I have every confidence you'll continue to do that...and I reckon one day you'll be telling others how you turned your life around and inspiring them too...
I hope this other bloke will too
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