Vulnerability
Hi SR friends,
It has been a while since my last post and I have been so busy. Al-anon has been pushed to the side and so has SR. I have been traveling for work and am overseas now in a 3rd world country and my whole mindset has shifted. I have been reading and doing other things to take care of myself routinely. But the underlying feelings are still present in the silence. While my addict ex is far removed from my life he will continue to try I believe to convince me that we are meant to be together. I am moving forward with my life in leaps and bounds. I am not dating anyone and am trying to keep an open heart. But when I am open my heart.. the love still exists for him. At this point, I don't feel I can let intimacy back into my life because when I think about it I still desire that with him. Just thought I would share my process of moving on and feeling vulnerable and human.
Goodnight and blessings...