Originally Posted by
imaquitter 
I don't see this getting any more difficult and I have no intention of ever drinking again either.
This is your AV creeping in. You have "no intention" of ever drinking again, or you won't ever drink again? Would it matter if it got more difficult? The Beast will often try to undercut the finality of the Big Plan by injecting ambiguity into the wording, or by subtly associating it with some other condition (such as difficulty).