i just spent a little time re-reading our most recent texts. in one day, it went from *happy* and *grateful* abf to the name-calling, sarcastic, resentful, spiteful, and just plain mean xabf. i'm still shocked at how quickly it all happened. i know he was drunk when he sent most of the messages, but there are quite a few that he sent during the middle of the day sans rum that are meaner! in one, he said, "is there an insecurity anonymous group? would you be able to quit?" and when i responded that i was actually taking steps to help myself he chimed in with, "well keep up the good work, champ. it's really helping!" ugh...that is just dripping with sarcasm. reading these messages helps me realize i deserve better. no one should have the right to talk to me like that, or make me feel less than i am.
hope you enjoyed your friday night!