Originally Posted by
Saskia 
By "bad 'cravings'", I was referring to the initial first few days which are different for me than later. I did not mean to suggest that I didn't have cravings, only that the first few days are, for me, the worst.
I'm the same way as I'm sure almost everybody is but I can usually get past that most painful part so thats why I'm using AVRT.
It's later that I slip up and my AV starts telling me that I can handle a few drinks or binge once a week or something. Before it was always a battle but now it's just NO, or HAHA, you really want one huh? lol It's good that you can separate the addiction because I'm always big on making fun of things anyway so this could turn into a game without me actually beating myself up over whether or not to drink all the time :rotfxko