Originally Posted by
ReadyAndAble 
So speaking of smoking, I have a question for you Dalek, about why you relapsed. You said some weeks ago you didn't know whether you had failed to really commit from the get-go, or had reversed a previously solid commitment. Any thoughts on that?
For me I was drinking and thought I had the smoking habit beat. I smoked while drinking a few times, then the next day didn't smoke. I didn't even want to smoke. I was always being asked to go smoking with co workers because they knew I had quit so finally one day I accepted and then started smoking more and more again until I was buying my own again.
It was really frustrating too because I really had no cravings and hated the smell by then too, and I had smoked for over 20 years. It wasn't hard after the first 3-4 days of not smoking.