Awww Jess, of course you are angry.
It's been a tough couple of weeks for you.
Please, try to be angry without beating yourself up. You have a lot to be upset and angry about.
It's okay, this takes time, it really does. I had a break through yesterday and felt great , today it is a bit difficult. But I am learning, and growing, so are you.
My break through was about anger
I'm sure the counseling will help.
big hug Katie xo