Ken, I wholeheartedly support you in continuing to work your big plan. I appreciate the fact that the folks on this thread "tell it like they see it". If people were telling you (or me) that it's no big deal to slip, then I believe we gradually attach less importance to slips.
Yes, I realize it's painful to feel we've let others down (but in reality, it is ourselves we've let down). But this way we can also learn that slips are not good but we are not shunned because of them. If we let it, I believe this can make us stronger.
Good for you for coming right back here!