Hey rock..... Thank you so very much. I see what you are saying.
I will be reading more today and have already recommitted myself to my Big Plan.
I may have had an issue recognizing the AV yesterday but that in no way negates my plan.
Not now.... Not ever.
The advice I get in this section is certainly what I needed today.
Polite.... Considerate.... And direct words that I can learn and gain help from.
Thank you to everyone.
It's funny... As I am learning I certainly have a change in my heart about what I have been doing to myself.
I don't feel the hopelessness about stopping to drink I felt pervious. it's hard to describe but just something I feel more secure about. That I actually believe myself.
Yesterday was what it was.... And today is again now.
K