@soberbrooke @carolD Thank you for your support. I plan on attending AA.. There are many meetings in my area. There is power in numbers. I dont have to do this alone. It would be great to get a sponsor of some sort. A binge drinker like me. Someone who has been successful in managing the addiction and who would share tools to suppress this darn disease.
In the past I have attended AA, but I didn't do it for the right reasons. I went thinking that I could drink socially and I just needed to slow down, but now 3-4 years later I am sure that slowing down is not the answer. I still get weird.