I can''t just have one drink, I will drink everything you have and then I will want more.
The only thing that helped me was the fellowship of AA. Its a good place to start. When there are 5-10 other alcoholics all trying to stay sober, there is strength in numbers. I also got me a sponsor after my 2nd meeting this time around. I work with my sponsor every chance I get. I love the way she can turn my stinking thinking into a way that I can understand it.