I wish I could put my lessons so eloquently as many of you have. My lessons are still coming. I have learned that you are only as strong as your willing to be. I have learned that God has this all planned out, and I just need to follow him. I have learned to grip tight to the littlest happiest moments of my day, because tomorrow I might need them to get by. I have learned to let go of my addict, he isn't the person I married and he never will be again. I have learned that there is so much to be grateful for, and happiness to be had outside of the craziness of addiction.
I never dreamed I'd be in this position that I am today- but it is crucial to find all the little blessing God is showing me throughout this journey.
Thanks for the thread- I love reflecting on how much I still love life, even without my addict