I have reached that point in my life was married to a man who drove me to that point where I could not deal with his opaite addiction stayed with him for 20 years married young I was dumb and nieve. Then fell for a another addict to alcohol that lasted the past 5 years abusive in other ways. Now I am alone trying to figure out how to be in a normal relationship without all the abuse. Its sad to admit you get use to it and a nice man feels odd to be with.I sometimes push what seem unfamilar to me away but acknowleding it and realizing its normal to be with someone nice. I look back on my life with men and feel wow how sad for me to let these men treat me like this and have them make feel its acceptable.