This sounds very healthy to me. I could use 3 to 6 months of this. The freedom from chaos, which allows the emotions to come out.
It reminds me of when the wicked witch is dead and all the munchkins come out of hiding, singing.
It's normal to feel this. I need to feel this. I have not been able to, and with LC and NC taking a firm foothold, I am actually making plans with friends and starting to talk about things, not about HIM, not about HIm HIm HIm. About me, my life, my child and me.
It makes me want to cry too. This is a crucial time, I always feel like its when you have come out of the shower on a cold day, and you dont want to put on ypur OLD CLOTHES again, but have not yet found a new outfit.
You may look over at those old clothes...and be tempted. I am buck naked, wet in the cold morning right now. BUt, for me, it is still just better than the old clothes.
Sorry I am a little metaphor heavy tonight, LOL.