My AH is here at home but I'm not 'feeling' it with him these days so I kind of feel the same. My dad passed away a few months ago so this Father's Day is tough for me. I try to remember that it's not about special days or events, it's about what happens in between that makes our lives richer and the day to day experiences we share with our kids and those we love. I am planning on going shopping today just for me, maybe find a nice clearance top at Gap or Old Navy? I hope you find a way to enjoy this SUNDAY! You can go fishing whenever you plan for it, doesn't have to be today or even on a weekend. Sending you lots of support today!