Originally Posted by
Sapling 
You're drinking tonight...I'd guess stopping would be the best place to start...I don't see how you blame anybody for relapsing...Unless they poured it down your throat. Maybe AA is not for you...I'd look into something to assist you in getting sober....It's not a matter of needing to do it...It's pretty important that you want to do it...Look into AVRT...SMART..Something....I assume you being here...Drinking or not means you want to quit.
I can't really blame anybody for relapsing, except the hand that life dealt me.
I haven't drank since an hour or so before I made my initial post (and even so, my drinking tonight's been very tame). I've barely drank in the last couple of weeks, but that's only because the financial and practical restraints have been in place. I'm legitimately taking steps to change. I'm just feeling bad that AA, at the stage in life I was at, wasn't something to cure me. Especially when I saw two of the most prominent people in the meetings getting drunks.