Originally Posted by
RisingStar Kind of don't know where to even start dealing with my problems though.
You're drinking tonight...I'd guess stopping would be the best place to start...I don't see how you blame anybody for relapsing...Unless they poured it down your throat. Maybe AA is not for you...I'd look into something to assist you in getting sober....It's not a matter of needing to do it...It's pretty important that you want to do it...Look into AVRT...SMART..Something....I assume you being here...Drinking or not means you want to quit.