Good Morning Family,
I am getting ready to pick up my one year medallion in 18 days. This is huge for me because I have been struggling with my addiction hard for the last 3 years. I have never in my life time been able to accumulate this much time. But for the last couple of nights I have had one drug dream after another and they were so real. I am lucky if I have gotten 5 hours worth of sleep in the past couple of days. Why all of a sudden is this happening? I have not had drug dreams in a very long time. I feel like it is the devil trying to tempt me. I pray everyday, morning,noon, and night. I have no desire to use again I dont know where all this is coming from all of a sudden. Has anybody out there ever experienced this? And if so please I could use some advice. This is scary stuff I feel like I am going crazy.
