Moving on:
Let's see. When I finally came to see the light had alot to do with SR.Seeing all
the same tactics used on me ("You are the only one who hasn't given up on me!")
----described by others.The senior members quiet counsel that this codependency
illness can go on for DECADES if not checked.
In the end--a decision to be a human being and not an animal (ruled by sense
rather than biochemical/reactive emotion).
Do I still think of her? Yes.I am not perfect.But I am 99.99% sure her
opiate -destroyed life is solely in her hands.Nothing I do will make any difference
----and would only destroy me.
One thing is for SURE.It is becoming clearer and cleared that the further
that AWFUL 30 months receeds into the past
.....the better I feel!!!!!!!!
Vale.