RABF had his 90 days clean on Wed. Good for him.
Except now he's telling me he can only see me once a week and no more intimate relations so he can focus on himself.
I'm f'ing pissed to say the least... even though intellectually I know he's doing what he thinks is best for him. I can't get over the fact I feel like I'm being abandoned/punished.
I'm tired of seeing/hearing about all the fun things he has been doing with his new found recovery friends, while I work a full time job and attempt to find a new apartment. He acts like I don't exist... except for the 2 hours we have together on our designated day.
He's building all these new relationships, while ours sputters out.
I want to hurt him.
It's hard to respect his needs when I feel like I am getting the short end of the stick. I'm moving an hour and a half away in 2 months. :/
I know I'm supposed to practice acceptance here... but I can't seem to jump that hurdle.
Al-anon is not helping right now.
I do plenty of things for myself but I can't shake this angerrrrrr.