Originally Posted by
Kindeyes 
Hold on to that thought. He is no longer struggling with his addiction. He is at peace. The impact of a sudden death like this completely shakes your world. It feels like somehow the earth should stop spinning for a while to give us a chance to process what has happened.
Take care of you. And know that there are a whole lot of people here who are sending out thoughts of support and prayers for you and all of those who loved your husband.
More gentle gentle hugs
ke
Thank you again. I know that my husband never was in purgatory, he made it right up to heaven, as he had such a positive impact on so many people in his life, including me.
I know we tend to focus on the negative sometimes, but I really did have a lot of good times with AH. My entire honeymoon was bliss with my AH; he was clean and we were hopeful for the future. I can't discount the good times with him.