Hi Aaron,
I am sorry to hear that you are in a tuff place. I also have to thank you for remidnding me of the insanity of addiction. I hate to tell you that there is no such thing as a miracle drug, at some point you are going to have to face the problem for what it is, you are a drug addict.
Subs will surely help you through SOME of the symptoms of w/d, but it is kind of like placing a bandage over a gushing wound, in order to stop the bleeding you are most likely going to need profesional medical help, along with personal/spiritual guidlines.
I am prescribed a very low dose of sub, which has definently helpt me with the physical and mental symptoms of opiate addiction. However the true solution for me has been daily spiritual maintanence through prayer and a wonderful support group. Through seeking a spiritual solution is the place you will find your miracle.
Good Luck,
HD