Badatbooze...in my opinion, this is why so many of us have a hard time stopping and staying stopped. The things we drank over are still there when we stop drinking and without support, it's usually too much for us to handle alone. The fellowship of AA and the good people of this forum give me the support I need, and the Twelve Steps help me move past the things that kept me locked up in a bottle. I hope you find the support you need.
--Fenris.