drowned memories
Tomorrow will be 3 weeks for me and its going great..I feel good, am thinking clearly and have tons of energy. I have cravings but want to be sober and happy more. The problem i am having now is dealing with all of the junk that i have drank away for the past 27 years...Everything from a cruddy childhood(i now realize what an injustice i have done with my own kids being a drunk all of there lives so far) to an affair my wife had a few years ago..anybody ever question there relationships or love after sobering up? I having a bit of a struggle with all of this. I can see now that I have never really givin myself a chance to heal or get to the bottom of things. I just numbed it all out by being drunk.