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Old 05-11-2012, 07:53 PM
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AbbyAngel
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Thanks all, I really appreciate the support. I'm already feeling the mood.

Fact is I hate the business we bought, and I feel a lot of anger and just resentment I guess, I feel like I lost so much in my life coming here and doing this. I left friends and family, the home I loved, security, fun in life... I was very happy all those years ago and this place stole everything from me. I hang in there for my kids, only thing that keeps me going.

Drinking I guess numbs me on the day that I have to be in the middle of everything. I go through the motions, Saturday just goes on forever, otherwise. There's no way out right now so I got into the habit of drinking my way through it.

Sapling, your suggestion game me a chuckle. If I called in sick, my husband would answer the phone, lol. We own the business. Thanks so much for all the support, I'm going to try desperately tomorrow to stay sober. If I can do it, I'll know it can be done. Have a great night all.
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