When I finally committed to my big plan, I felt an incredible lightening of my spirit. When I said the words in my head and actually meant them, it brought a huge smile to my face. In fact, if I'm ever having a hard day or am in a bad mood I can bring myself out of it by savoring those words again..."I will never drink again...".
I carry my big plan around with me as a secret that only I know...my secret to happiness, strength and confidence for all eternity.
I know it isn't easy to get oneself over the brink...make that leap of faith so to speak...but it's a lot of fun once you do.
Good luck Pam, Varja, Chimp and anyone else that might be struggling with the big plan. Keep reading, keep working, keep figuring it out...bit by bit, you will get there.