Originally Posted by
Sapling 
I was in really bad shape....All I wanted to do was die. I was beaten and broken. So I had to take that sentence you have above and say it like this...."I can either go to an AA meeting and start working on my recovery....Or get out there and get drunk."...I'm over over 10 months without a drink...Because that's what I had to do. It's all how you look at it.
Thank you, that is constructive and useful, I will bear that in mind.
I know my situation doesn't sound bad at all compared to yours and I'm sorry to hear that happened to you.
I am just looking for advice as I know its the early stages of a potential problem.
If anyone thinks I am in the wrong forum please let me know