I have an update. I meant to post this earlier, but I failed to do so.
My physician is now extremely involved. There is valium waiting at the drugstore.
I will stop cold turkey and live on Valium for a few days. I cannot take ANYTHING other than the Valium. Not even blood pressure meds.
I am going this route first. If it doesn't work for me I'll go inpatient.
I think what is more important than this is the after, but I am here, aren't I? And that's a start. I have been living on here.
Anyway, someone will be with me at all times as well. In the event something bad happens, I am sure the ER will be called. I live a mile from a hospital.
-RDY