Son's relapsed again...please help me...
Oh my god...please help me. I cannot believe I am here again. After all these years of ups and downs with my 25 yr old sons addiction...we are right back to square one again. He was on the Suboxones and decided to wean himself off and no sooner he was off..he relapsed. He had just finished college...I was thinking he was moving forward with his life... and now he has gone back to that dark place again. He was on some kind of tranquilizer the other day...like he was off in another world. I cant take this anymore...I have to get him out of my house. I am pacing the floors...I am sick in my stomach every time he walks out the door. I am so emotionally drained I dont know where to turn. I feel so guilty but I have told him he has to leave. I cant do this anymore. I really feel like if he doesnt leave...I am gonna be in the nuthouse. Sorry I am venting....but I know that you understand. I feel so guilty telling him to leave...