I am only going by what I read in your postings and I know that your every thought and feeling is not expressed everytime you post. Has your husband said anymore to you about his wanting a divorce or did he just mention it that once? You say that you are acting like the happy family because your kids don't know, nor any other family members. I trust that you do know what is best for your kids, but for how long do you think you will have to continue "acting?" Are you continuing status quo until.....? I can understand the fact that this is still newish, but won't there come a time maybe sooner rather than later that your kids should be told the truth, whatever that is? Do you know where you are heading with this? I know this isn't an easy time for you Broken. I'm just wondering if you have processed what happened a few weeks ago.